Desperation!

Oh Lord save me from this pit
Oh, how I want to shout
My soul cries, thirsts for You
I want to cry and let it all out

I want to grab them
“Do you think about what you do?
God’s Love is in you and me!
How can you justify what you do?”

My soul wells within me
I am overwhelmed profoundly
Desperation settles deep within
How can you live as you do?

I cannot continue as nothing
Has happened as you do.
WAKE UP! Forgive not keeping tabs.
I am sick of it, God too.

Heal my wounded heart, Oh Lord!
Forgive me for the way
I acted because I know
I am at fault as well.

I hate the way I live
God, You gripped my HEART
I want You with all my heart!
I NEED You and have from the start!

I will not go without You.
Lead me; Break my pride
I want to Live for You
No turning back, no turning back.

I don’t want to be silent.
Silence is for the weak.
You called; I come running!
I need all that you have for me!

Bless me, Oh Lord.
I cannot live without Your Blessing
You are all I need
Don’t forgive me if I don’t forgive them.

All I need is you.
Send me where You want me
Do with me as You will
I am Yours and You are mine.

I will no longer be silent.
Bring forth your words from my mouth.
Let me be Your messenger
I am here, Your servant is listening.