Catharsis

I don't know where I am
I just know that I need
To get back to You

You are whom I need
To find that indeed
I have taken heed

I know it isn't true
My time I have used up
And that fact I rue

I need, with all I am,
To pursue all that You
Have said to be I am

Why do I not heed
Everything I know is true
And that planted Seed

Consume me now
I give myself to You
Use me; You know how

I live for you
Please teach me
What to do

How can I say
That a follower I am
Of your great Way?

I have traveled
So far and I
Am so baffled

Pull me back.
Wrap me in Your arms
Teach me not to slack.

Your help I need
I am Yours
I concede.

Simple Release

I feel so confused
I feel I have misused
My time, my heart
And need a new start

I give You my all
For this is all
I know to do
When a new start is due

Forgive my blindness
Share Your kindness
I am ready here
You my heart cheer

Use me as You will
Cleanse me with skill
Only you can statisfy
Fill me by and by

I release it all to You
Do with me as pleases You
Teach me your ways
Guide me all of my days

I need you
I want to
Want you
More

Teach me.

Beautiful, Divine

Thank you for the snow
That shines in the sun glow
Your beauty divine
Is visible to eyes mine

Your love is cleary there
When I can sit and stare
In the warmth of my room
And see the cold not in doom

Thank you for sustaining me
Even when I don't see
All that You have in store
Even when closed is the door

You have blessed me
Beyond what I can see
Every breath is a gift
And my soul You lift

Thank You for cleansing my soul
Of the blackness within the whole
Of my heart promising
To never forsake me.

You are.